baby girls

I have had my grand daughters since about nine pm last night.
They both were asleep by nine thirty and slept fitfully.

neither girl can just lay still, they both are all over the bed when they sleep so it makes it hard for me to sleep too.
I love them so very much but it is hard to sleep with them.

No plans for the day.
May go to the city to go out to eat.
nothing is certain yet.

Well happy Sunday one and all.

do you ever want to run away?

I want to run away and I wonder if everyone has moments like these, or in my case days like this when I just don’t want to be responsible for anything.
I just want to run and run and run.

where to I don’t know….

of course my responsibilities, my conscience and money keeps me from doing anything.

I still want to run though…..

and find myself somewhere…….

cheesy

I’m sitting here watching “Father of the Bride 2″ and getting emotional.
Silly really but this movie does it to me every time.
When both George’s wife and daughter are in labor and poor George doesn’t feel like he can handle it.
Cheesy I know but it still brings tears to my eyes every time.

I think it has to do with the fact that I fully believe babies are miracles and that is why it affects me the way it does.

Not to mention George is so real, so human and shows his emotions so well, which for th most part, men can’t do.

Saturday morning

slept nine and a half hours which it felt wonderful to sleep in.

have no plans today other then going to get groceries

Rick is still sleeping he wasn’t home when I went to bed at ten because he was working at the other house.

I will have the youngest two grand daughters over night and then before I know it, it will be Monday morning again.
Weekends fly by

right now I am doing laundry and waiting for my husband to wake up so we can go to the city.

Happy Weekend every one!!!

my new favorite song

YouTube – Keith Urban – Only You Can Love Me This Way (Audio)

some men can be so romantic.
unfortunately for me I am not married to one.

I wanna come back to you

Crystal Gayle was a pretty popular singer in the late seventies early eighties and a song she had keeps popping in to my head today.
Titled “I wanna come back to you”
it goes something like….

“I wanna come back to you, do you wanna come back to me?
Share a love that use to be a mystery?” and then of course I can’t remember any more of it.

but sometimes I think about these words  “I wanna come back to you”
To myself.
To who I really am

do I even know that person?
Would I recognize myself if I looked back at who I once was?

am I in there at all?
???

why do I do what I do what I do?

do you ever wonder about why you do the things you do?
why you make this choice over this choice or go in this direction instead of that direction?
Why do I do the things I do?
Even when I know as I am doing them that I am being an idiot and for crying out loud do I never learn anything?

So why do I do what I do when I do it?
What is the matter with me?
Am I bipolar?
Am I just a few cans short of a six pack?
are the marbles running loose in my head?
why do I do what I do?
I have no freaking idea, but I do wonder about myself at times……

internet problems

my Internet or something is acting up.
not sure what it is.
I tried to write my sister and I would type something and it took over a minute for it to all appear on the screen.
Quite frustrating.

I am watching a movie called “Everest”

and anyone who knows me knows I have a fascination for this mountain.

It just began so I can’t say if it will be good or not.
it is suppose to be based on a true story so ….hopefully it will be good.

Happy Friday!

almost Friday

what a day and what a night.
Work was boring and I was looking for things to do which made it more boring.
Came home and decided to go through the bills and sort them by dates.
Took me almost three hours to do that.
And then I decided to balance my check book.
needless to say I don’t have it done.
Worked on it too much and I never did get it done.
Quite frustrating.

But I will try to do it again when I get the bank statement next month.
hopefully it will get easier when I pay closer attention !

back pain

I am suffering horribly with back pain these last few days.
I may have to go to the doctor.

my oldest son Brian is off for work for a week with a pulled muscle in his lower back.
The doctor told him it could be a pinched nerve but they are treating it like a pulled muscle for right now.

and he has to go back in two weeks to have it checked again.

They didn’t do the MRI like I had done when they discovered the pinched nerve  and slipped disc but they still might if it keeps giving him problems

So much fun getting older.